32 days to happiness

i lost the feeling..

the feeling and the idea i have 8 years ago,

the feeling and idea towards "ultimate marriage"  & "endless love"

the feeling of being happy  & may be deeply in love.

i can't feel that feeling in me now.


Only Allah know how lucky i m to have someone who willing to accept me.


the whole idea of getting married at this age,

now i find it very confusing.

hanya ALLAH yang maha mengetahui what i feel inside.



it 30% to go to complete my 100 days to happiness count.

indeed i m 90%  scared to the death.

oh over!

may ALLAH ease everything for me.

throwback

lately, i feel that the moving on phase coming too fast.

i can't handle it.

how bout if i still in love with the past? the past that i left behind?

or

it just i scared of the future?

will future will be better?

no one can't tell me.

new start: Accept the Reality but change your point of view.

Salam. 

new start. 

3rd blog. 

because its new..

not me, but my point of view.

perhaps.


its me again, 
S