32 days to happiness

i lost the feeling..

the feeling and the idea i have 8 years ago,

the feeling and idea towards "ultimate marriage"  & "endless love"

the feeling of being happy  & may be deeply in love.

i can't feel that feeling in me now.


Only Allah know how lucky i m to have someone who willing to accept me.


the whole idea of getting married at this age,

now i find it very confusing.

hanya ALLAH yang maha mengetahui what i feel inside.



it 30% to go to complete my 100 days to happiness count.

indeed i m 90%  scared to the death.

oh over!

may ALLAH ease everything for me.